
Well I haven't been posting in this enouigh I realise, fuck I am quick! Well thats mostly because I have been really really REALLY busy and haven't had the time to type up an entry. But I am bored right now and sick of homework. Its 7:30 am and I still haven't finished it all, I have an hour before school.
Anyways, yesterday I realised how sensetive I am to prejudice and racism. My sister was talking about it and joking around, not trying to be offensive, but I flipped out on her big time. That stuff really pisses me off I guess. I wish people would just the hell up. I guess I don't care anymore though. So long as they don't say shit around me.
I was talking to my therapist the other day. I was talking about alot of things but the bigest thing would be my facination with Martial Arts. I have started them again, teaching myself the basics. I plan to start taking classes whenever I get the time. There is a placve where I can learn Aikido where I live. I would like to learn that, its the art of fighting without fighting. Its all counter attacks and using yor opponents strenghth againsat them. I know some Karate, I used to go to lessons. I am probably the only one who actually remembers and practices after the class. lol, I love the sport. my Karate involves precise blows to weak spots. I'm not as strong as I used to be, but I am working on that. Soon I hope to be able to fight again. Even though Aikido probably looks to involve more innner strength. If I finish Aikido, I then plan to learn Kung Fu. Kung Fu involves alot of balance and alot of kicking. Both areas I need to work on. lol, I can kick head level but I cannot kick and remain balanced. I also saw this other kind of martial arts called Capoeira, its like a dance. It is alot of evading and fast movements. The point in that style is to not ever attack your opponent but to evade and make them mess up. Confuse them guess.
Well I got to get ready for school now. Its 7:45 now and I still need to eat something. Hope you enjoy my ramblings, lol. l8er!
- Tosuno