Because I have been shunned from my comp for so long I have been doing alot of other things, such as movie making. Thats right, Tosuno and his pals have been making home videos of the most random shit you ever did see. Unfortunately I cannot show you them because the videos are loaded to my friends youtube account, which I do not have access to.

I have also been building many things, wooden things. Such as doors, and walls for the near by paintball feild. I have also built something I haven't ever did for some time now. Swords. Yup, kinda nerdy but hell I was bored. I managed to build a part of Clouds six piece sword from the Advent Children. Which btw is the coolest movie ever. Here are some pivtures, its not completely finished, there are still two more sword pieces left to build.

Four done, 2 to go...
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all together..
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big huh? about 30 lbs I would say... yes thats me next to it... I cut off my ugly face though  :xp:
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Yeah, and I am not even sure if this will post correctly show the images or not, ah well. Anyways I played a new game, well maybe not new but it is to me. Its called Shadow Hearts 2, and I am now playing it almost everyday sense... awhile ago, lol. its an RPG and It is just awsome, I say get it if you can.

Edit, nope didn't post images right, ah well I don't remember how to use this thing. just follow lonk if you can.

Yeah, I am back for another year. Here to post more in the journal.. thing.... Yes, well anyways, seems like i have missed alot in my time away. I barely know most people here know, lol. Shamefull. Sorry I haven't been able to stay in touch people, just finding time has been difficult.

Well time to tell you all about my time away, and why I have been away. Its simple, I have been with limited to time on the computer untill now by the all mighty authority of my step father. He does not like me using it anymore I guess, untill now, pretty good reason right there if you ask me *sarcasm*. Well besides the lack of computer access I enjoyed my time, I suppose.

I have gotten myself into alot of trouble recently. Not realy bad stuff, just pissing people off and things like that. Seems everyone in my highschool has a grudge against the quiet one in black. Heheh, yes well I don't care really, I perfer to be alone.

Only one more year after this of school then I hit the real world. Dunno what to think of that right now. But whatever the case I'll deal with it as I see fit.

I have been through a couple different relationships over the past few months. I really don't see why everyone is crazy about sex. To be honest I am happy without it. Some people just don't understand this though. I am currently with a girl, Tabby is her name, who I think has more on hjer mind then sex, finally, a decent person.

And would ya lok at that... my birthday is in two days. I almost frgot about it. Seems I have been slipping. I see the people here are still posting every now and then, I still know htem by their AC handles, JG, Shadowsythe, and the Granade King. Heh, damn those names bring back memories. I haven't realyl played AC in awhile, seems it has died out finally. I;ve moved onto MMORPGs, which for those of you who don't know, merans massivly multiplayer online roleplaying games. I have WoW and MxO still. Ha, I think those games are taking control of my life. I gotta take a brwak from um.

Expect to see alot more from mer here, its good to be back, hopefully I'll be able to chat with you guys who still read this.

Tosuno thinks he has gotten very bored lately.... No he is sure. Why is there nothing to do? Meh, I have been asked to make a MySpace thing, or whatever it is. I am doing that now but it is still pretty boing. I did get the new Path of Neo game for my PS2, wish  Igot it for X-Box. Its fun non-the-less. The best matrix game out in my opinion. Well the ending sucks in a very funny way, I was laughing. lol. This will be a short entry as I have never been one to type much in this blog anyways, lol. And I think I will end it here and maybe come back later with more stuff... maybe.

Lately I have been getting very interested in martial arts. I have been working on learning more about them and I have even started taking a class. Martial arts are very interesting, and the the mental activity included is just as amazing. I've learned to meditate and "refresh" my body. I've also learned that muscles have little to do with martial arts. Of course you need to be physically strong but Ki is much more importent. For those of you who don't know what Ki is, it is the real world version of the Star Wars "force". You may believe in it or not, but having a sense that it is there and putting your self in that state of mind is needed for most things you learn in martial arts, well atleast Aikido.

Suno has to go to school now, he hurt his arm last night at Aikido lessons but only because he tried to do a move with his muscles and not with Ki, its a hard thing to master. Anyways, I'll be back after school to post more. Might not be till tomorow though. But  Iwill be back, perhaps with some very interesting news.

Or am I?... yes, I may be a zombie now for all you know. But you can relax, I am still human, mostly. I have been struggling to find time to post much here, I know I say I will try to do it more often but things have complicated that. I have alot of free time but somehow I seem to have formed a social life. *gasp* Interesting indeed, people never stop bugging me now, my phone rings once every few mins for me or my sister. I ussually say I am leaving because I hate talking on the phone, it steals my soul.

The Matrix Online MMO I have been playing for who knows how long is still up and running in my life. I am rank three out of the entire server in Martial arts skills. I would be first but the two guys who beat me were using exploits, basterds.

I've also been playing World of Warcraft to. My account time ran out a few days ago so I will have to go buy another mounth or two. I am only lvl 19 there, and Undead warrior thaty has the weirdest damn name I could ever come up with, Ophiomorph. It looks cool but sounds weird. Anyways, my friends who play that game aren'tmuch help. They mostly end up killing me alot or ignoring me, some friends they are.

Now on to the social life I somehow picked up over night. I have always had a quiet life away from most people, but now I seem to not be able to walk around a corner without someone say "HI SUNO!" I really wish some people would leave me alone as I do not like them much. However I do like some of the people. I don't like the fact that two girls keep fighting over me.... grrr, they both have a crush on me and I don't really know what to tell um. It is sometimes amusing to waych them argue, lol. I am mean like that, mwuhahaha!

I plan on buying Path of Neo when I get the chance, I hear that game is pretty good, exept on computer. I hear it sucks more then NineBreaker for computer, lol. Well Whenever I get up to the mall I will buy it, I do not have a liscenes yet, grr.

Thats enough for today, I am tired now, bed time. I'll post more asap, l8er!

 

Well I haven't been posting in this enouigh I realise, fuck I am quick! Well thats mostly because I have been really really REALLY busy and haven't had the time to type up an entry. But I am bored right now and sick of homework. Its 7:30 am and I still haven't finished it all, I have an hour before school.

Anyways, yesterday I realised how sensetive I am to prejudice and racism. My sister was talking about it and joking around, not trying to be offensive, but I flipped out on her big time. That stuff really pisses me off I guess. I wish people would just the hell up. I guess I don't care anymore though. So long as they don't say shit around me.

I was talking to my therapist the other day. I was talking about alot of things but the bigest thing would be my facination with Martial Arts. I have started them again, teaching myself the basics. I plan to start taking classes whenever I get the time. There is a placve where I can learn Aikido where I live. I would like to learn that, its the art of fighting without fighting. Its all counter attacks and using yor opponents strenghth againsat them. I know some Karate, I used to go to lessons. I am probably the only one who actually remembers and practices after the class. lol, I love the sport. my Karate involves precise blows to weak spots. I'm not as strong as I used to be, but I am working on that. Soon I hope to be able to fight again. Even though Aikido probably looks to involve more innner strength. If I finish Aikido, I then plan to learn Kung Fu. Kung Fu involves alot of balance and alot of kicking. Both areas I need to work on. lol, I can kick head level but I cannot kick and remain balanced. I also saw this other kind of martial arts called Capoeira, its like a dance. It is alot of evading and fast movements. The point in that style is to not ever attack your opponent but to evade and make them mess up. Confuse them  guess.

Well I got to get ready for school now. Its 7:45 now and I still need to eat something. Hope you enjoy my ramblings, lol. l8er!

 

- Tosuno

Final Event: Opening scene

- Slowly Tosuno walks across the room, glancing over the faces of his angels. Their faces or emotionless and gray. But he knew what they were thinking. He always knew. He had to, he was a Seraphim. He knew what he had to do, even though he didn't want to. But the fallen one had gone to far there was no way to bring him back. This time he would have to die.
- The door at the back of the room opened and someone walked into the room. Tosuno did not look, but he could tell by the sound of his feet that it was an Agent.
Agent Lee: "Its time Mr. Kahr. You bring him to us, we can handle it after that."
Tosuno: "... No, we will do it."
Agent Lee: "Thats not what we agreed on Mr. Kahr."
Tosuno: "...."
- Tosuno now turns to face the Agent, but says nothing. Agnet Pace walks in behind Agent Lee.
Agent Pace: "... We will be ready when you fail."
Agent Lee: "..."
Tosuno: *nods* "Let's go..."
- All nine angels, the Seraph, Cherub, Throne, Domination, Virtue, Power, Principality, Achangel, and The Angel walk out of the room. All prepared to face the fallen one and his corrupted fallowers.

The sky cracks with thunder, dark clouds cover the sky. The only light is that from the burst of lightning and raoring flames. The streets of Kilo, once proud capital of humans, is now litered with the bodies of both dead humans and demons. The air is thick with death and yet the battle goes on. People continue to fight off the never ending waves of deomons flooding into the city. Rain begins to fall, the blood stained streets begin to com to life as the rain carries the blood away. Buildings begin to crumble as the flames continue to spread dispite the rain.
The demons begin to swarm around the entire city, forcing the humans into the center. The battle continues even when both sides begin to slow. Neither side advances.
Just as the demons start to get the uppper hand again they stop their attack. The demons pull back and all swarm to a single point in the city. All is quiet. The sounds of the battle die and only the crackling of flames and drops of rain can be heard. The wind begins to blow and howl. Fire, water, wind, the Ixtra spirits cry. The planet is in pain. The world is at its end. The Keeper of Hells gates, and lord of the demons has almost won. Soon everything the 'Parents' had taken from him will be destroyed.
Odin Kahr, the Seraph of Valike, stands alone, drenched in blood and rain. He stands alone, in the middle of demon gathering. Thousands of demons standing on all sides of him, each one staring at him with blood thirsty eyes. He holds his sword tighter as they begin to slowly move in on him.
Lightning strikes the ground infront of him, a loud roar of thunder overwhelms the entire city. The demons move back, the earth shakes with enough force to cause several more buildings to crumble.
Odin stays at his feet. The dmons all seem confused. The ylook from side to side untill again they all move away. From within the crowd a shadowy figure makes its way towards Odin. All the demons swarm behind the shadowy figure opposite to Odin.

(writen like shit but I wrote it like 2 years ago so bleh! This used to be the begining of the end to my book)

Well after talking T sythe for a bit and reading about his dream (Which was the weirdsest fucking thing I have EVER read) I decided to post up my most personal memory. Well not really a memory, more like a dream. Its not like anyone who reads this I don't trust.

Anyways I think I should explain something else first. All the info I am gonna give you has been talked about with my therapist so.... yeah.

I didn't have a good childhood. I mostly was alone and had no friends. So when I was young I created an imaginary friend. Yeah, weird and stupid it is. Well after awhile, I was young, and my mind actually began to think this imaginary friend was real. Well as I got older, and met more people and made more friends, I didn't need this Imaginary friend anymore. This didn't go well. I have been having nightmares sense then about a man dressed in black wearing a mask. (The same mask matthias wore in AC2, I don't know why, maybe I am to crazy about that game)

Well I have had alot of dreams about him, I call him the Nobody. My last dream was two nights ago. I was sitting on my bed in my room. I was kinda just staring at the wall. All of a sudden I got really angry at something, then I was sad, the nangry again. Then I look down at my hands and it felt likeI was holding something, but before I could see what it was I was grabbed by my neck and thorn off my bed into the wall. I was on the ground trying to figure out what it was when I saw him. I tried to get away, I was in a panic. This guys face sends chills down my spine. And whenever I see him in my dreams I am patrified with fear. He came up to me and tried to grab me again but I woke up just as his hand darkened my veiw.

My summer sucked... well almost. It was okay. But anyways, I have to start school again. I hate school. When I will probly post the summry... or whats left of it, here tomorow mournin. To lazy to get it now. It one my other computer.